When I open this blog, I just hovering around, dont really know what to do. There are indeed so many things to be told, but yet i still want to confine them to myself. For umpteenth times, I type type and type and delete delete delete. Things are better to be kept to myself, secretly I guess.
I have an obsession now, of The Big Bang Theory. I watch each episode again and again, up to the level that I already remember some complicated dialogue of course said by Dr Sheldon Cooper. It’s not the idea of big bang theory (by Charles Darwin) itself that I am fan of, definitely not and I can say that I am 100% not agree with that, but this TV series really gets my attention. Every Thursday night, I cook dinner as soon as possible so that when abang arrive home by 8.30 o’clock we can eat and watch the brand new episode together.
I am really a fan of car boot sale. You know, there was a month in last summer that I went to the second biggest carboot sale for every weekend of the months, without missed! I didnt have any intention to search for anything, specifically, but man once you enter the field, everything even an old rusty kettle look tempted . Unfortunately everything has an end, so does the carboot sale. It is closed now along the winter and will be opened again next month, yeay. But not to worry I found few other smaller places with the same orientation where I can spend hours wondering around, and the best thing about them are, all are for BABY and kids, which I am a big fan. Like today I spend £50 buying some books and toys for kids at a baby jumbo sale near Clapham Junction. Last week I spent £60 buying books shoes and toys for kids at another baby nearly new sale at Wimbledon. I guess I am just lucky because abang is very supportive about this. I did explained to him about how many children books we can get with £10 at say, WH Smith and the multiplied of them we can get from the jumbo sale with the same amount of money. It is 5 times more, and all the books are in decent condition some are even new or I guess hardly read. So abang without any objection trying to make up some times for his wife and children to go to surveyed jumbo or nearly new sale on the weekend.
Abang plays football every week now, during the time which I consider all for him. Sometimes I feel terrible as I do notice he doesnt get enough time for himself. Aminah is one super active girl. She loves to cling on her daddy, and play with whatever thing people do. She is a copy cat, a follower and very loud. There was once when I saw Aqeef cover his ears with his hands while Aminah was screaming. Sometimes he just get too annoyed with Aminah. But most of the times they make a best friend. Aqeef is a very protective little boy. When I bring him to playground he will be busy keeping Aminah safe instead of playing. He is also very judgemental, be careful with him His teacher told me that he never want to eat any food serve at his school during snack time apart from what I supplied him with. Before Christmas holiday started, his school organised a Christmas party. Parents were invited. I peeked through window and saw the kids were sat around the table for feast. Despite other kids that enjoy eating together Aqeef was very suspicious of the food given to him. He checked everything, and only ate a bite before surrendered. I think taking food from people other than me and abang is just too extreme for him.
I am still overwhelm with my sewing project. Will update about it later. Abang got me an overlocker machine as Aminah’s birthday present. It is a secondhand Singer, but still in a very good working condition, even came in original box and packaging together with manual. And the model is from 2011 so it is quite new. I dont know why the previous owner sold it. If it’s a house people will start to question is it haunted? Why sell it at a cheap price, merely brand new and hardly used. Luckily it’s just an overlocker. or maybe it is A haunted overlocker? Gosh I just went too far in my imagination.
I made a pact to myself since I dont know, like a week ago. I want to be a positive person. Hehe that actually pact that I renew every day, or perhaps every hour. But the thing is when you promise yourself to be positive, everything seems to be easier. Like seeing Aqeef and Aminah’s toys around the house. Looking at them negatively as another extra task to be completed is a burden, but if you see them positively, there you go – another exercise to keep mommy fit and healthy and nurture my children’s interest in learning and exploring new things.
I want to be a positive mommy. Fuh fuh fuh. And that’s all things to tell